Year 2008 is around the corner!!!

The new year is just around the corner, as we all embrace the coming of a new year, a fresh new start and a whole new experience.

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The one thing i've been looking so forward to.. is I'm Gonna ORD in march08!!! SwwweeeTT! No more wasting my youth n my time serving the nation. hmm.. aye, i'm patriotic, i just prefer to do greater good to the society by earning more money and learning more skills out there, than waste resources in the army where my interest's not there.

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But i cant deny the fact that i've met some good buddies in the camp i'm in, after spending more than a year together in hardship, and most of the time bumming around and slacking in camp.

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Next off. My new company, 3LATTE PTE LTD! Design and Renovation firm. The website's at www. 3LATTE.com. At this time the website's not up yet, but the company has already presume operational. Director 1, Auburn Lek, senior design consultant. Director 2, Ivan Lek, project coordinator. Raymond as project manager and shermaine as designer. Email enquiries@3latte.com and we'll be bugging u right away! hee. juz kidding.

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Holding a Certificate of Diploma in Tourism Mgt, i'm gonna bravely enter the market of design and renovation! YeA! My background and education has not prepared me for any of this new experience. Hopefully, i can pick up as much as possible, as fast, smart and effectively as possible. Dont wanna be lagging behind time anymore. I'm 23 next year, where's my career!

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Recently just started exploring the foreign exchange market. Invested alittle money online and playing online exchange at the moment. Still learning but would be great if someone comes along and teaches me more about it. So far quite lucky seh, earned abit of money from the forex, but dunno if the website is legitimate and will return me my winnings. If anyone is interested to play for fun, contact me ya. Let me refer you so they will give me free credits to play. i very honest one. seriously it's damn fun if u have ONLY SPARE money and u like to play for fun. i saw my euro/usd rate went up from 1.4350 to 1.4390 in 30mins and tt was worth sgd56. but that can also mean it can go from 1.4390 to 1.4320 in an hour if u dont play correctly.

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Recently, i've been thinking alot about someone. I am clueless with myself. I thought I'd be able to be stronger, I thought I'd be able to forget. Even though I am aware that she's still gonna leave again and we'll end up separating once again. But I just want so much to hug her and hold her in my arms once more. I just wanted to relive those days of my life when I was with her, cuz it was my happiest, unforgettable and the most meaningful moments I ever had. I want to tell her how much I really want her by my side. I didnt realise it all this while, that I really loved her so much. I didnt realise it at all, i feel so stupid trying to behave strong and tough, feel so stupid telling myself back then that i can let it go. But, she has to move on now and i cant hold her back and i shouldnt. I've tried to hate her, dislike her, think about her shortcomings, tried to tell myself she's not worth it anymore. I've tried and it doesnt work. It just doesnt work that way. I just cant stop myself from being in lost thoughts, wishing we could live our lives the way we always wanted to. I just cant stop loving you.

Nv eat Bak Gua today

I kind of wasted my whole morning, afternoon and evening as usual. Slept throughout until around 4plus in the afternoon, then slack around the house till evening and met my brother for coffee in the evening. Made plans to go mos, so visiting clarence house was cancelled, the rest of the brudders went without me.


I went to park my kangoo at hanny's place. I decided that tonight would be my first all-out drinking day, and took cabby to club. MOS was really packed today, esp coz they held a RnB night at the main arena which has damn bloody huge space for dancing. Went into the club early to get a stamp and a cheaper entry fee, then came out for dinner and alcohol which we bought at 7-11. Got myself damn high before i re-entered the club.


The girls are as usual very unfriendly, so as usual there wasnt any chance to know any girls from clubbing. Today, i danced with a not-gd-looking plump girl wearing spectacles. Abit mean of me la to say tt.. but i dunno how else to describe. Yeah, my friends made fun of me la.. but she's afterall still human, must treat her equally like any other girls la. actually.. i am not so nice i guess... my intention was to initally dance with her and then get to dance together with her friends. But her stupid friends left me n her to dance alone!!! I was quite interested in her tall friend, but they cant seem to understand my intentions at all. As usual, unfriendly un-understanding gals..


There's only 14 more days to go. I'm trying my best to find a date for this very special day. Well, i dont have much female friends to begin with, actually... lots of hi-bye ones and the nv-meet-b4 internet friends. But they're mostly attached, or they nv had a good impression of me. I'm afterall so damn uncool. But mister wise greg gave me lots of advices la... touch up on clothes n fashion.. learn how to be more interesting to a girl.. build up more confidence. I guess i really suck at this. Well, i've been quite dumb all these years i suppose. Really dumb when i think back the past. i'm glad i'm learning some longlife skills as i still have 75% left of the rest of my life... supposing i will live up to 80y/o. cant be so dumb for the rest of my life.


i shall go slp and wake up a little more interesting and slightly more confident guy tomorrow.

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Blogged on 30th Jan 2006.

I ate too much Bak Gua

Woke up pretty late today for visiting, at 3pm. When i reached my aunt's place at rochor, it was already 5+pm. Haven really gotten enough sleep for the past few days, esp when i sleep only in the morning and wake up somewhere near noon time. Yesterday before i went for reunion dinner, i gave my "car" a thorough wash & scrub. Took me a total of 2 hours to shampoo clean the outside and vacuum the interiors, after which i took it for a spin around changi beach to dry, since i was quite lazy already to manually hand-dry my "car".


In case u're wondering what's up with the "car". No i wasnt so kind to wash my dad's car. It's my kawaii fun silver kangoo with nemo on the dashboard which makes it even more lovable. sometimes i really hate calling it a van, esp when i take real good care of it, put a sofa at the back for my outstanding passengers, and shower it with lots of TLC from myself. Mayb i should give my kangoo a name. I wanted to name it "goo" but i thought it sounded really uncool. Besides, I haven thought of the sex of my kangoo. most pple termed their cars as their wives. i'd rather call it a buddy. a buddy like myself who share common characteristics, understanding, accomodating, selfless, loving, kind, fun and faithful. Pls dont doubt the last point... i'm really faithful... and it's proven. i still stick to driving my kangoo even though my dad isnt in sg and he left his car's key with me. And I've decided. I shall not name my kangoo until i think of a really damn cool name for him.


Hmmm, anyway, i had fun visiting my relatives today. Spent most of the time at their houses watching the ch8 shows, esp the cat&mouse. Got to eat my favourite bak guas, until my mouth got sore from eating them. I can feel ulcers growing. Went greg's house for mahjong today. Eve came along and there were 9 of us playing 2 tables. It was a excruciating 1 hour when i won the very first game, and lost at least 10 other games. WAS TOTALLY MOODLESS with the losing streak, until i bth request for a break to smoke, wash up and drink some water. I was glad when a tiny bit of luck came back for the 2nd half of the round to stop my losing streak.


V day is coming real soon. I really wanna date a girl this year. I guess i better scout around early to look for a nice girl to date out this v day.

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Blogged on 29th Jan 2006.

I like Bak Gua

I like Bak Gua
Finally i can get to eat my favourite bak guas.. when i go visiting tmr. it's a yearly thing.. u'll understand if u know my background. Ahhh... it's been 3 months since i last update anything on this outdated blog of mine. well, it would take a journal for me to recall whatever that has happened during the last 3 months. but i definitely can recall those major events that left a vivid memory in the mind for the next few decades.

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Funny as it may sound, 3 months back, i almost drove straight into a police car. And i must say i'm still very traumatised by the incident, and i can never forgive myself for that.. for almost losing my precious license, my passion my love for driving.

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And to think i was very much the nicest guy on earth right before the incident where i gave a free ride to a bunch of strangers to clarke quay from sentosa who flagged me to stop, asking for a lift out of sentosa only. Well, in the first place, i wasnt very familiar with driving around in the town area. So i got lost after sending those strangers to clarke quay. In the process of finding my way out, i made a wrong turn into the opposite direction when i mistaken the arrow for a left turn arrow. Upon making a quick decision to turn back to my intial direction, i jammed my brakes the moment i saw a car coming. That car was a police patrol car with its siren on, rushing to a scene.

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The patrol car stopped and the officer that came out gave me a stern lecture, and threatened to summon me. I'm glad he changed his mind, after all my apologies and my look that almost wanted to cry.

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The misfortune did not end here. The next morning when i was driving off to work, i happened to be talking on the phone with greg, when the private bus in front of me suddenly stopped on the side of the road to pick a passenger, instead of stopping over at the bus stop a few metres in front of him. I misjudged my turning to avoid him, and got my left side mirror smashed when it hit the side of the bus. The repairs costed me $126, outta my already torned pockets. Cool shit right?

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Just a month back, the worst thing that can ever happen to a guy happened to me. I got dumped on christmas. Well, it was a really short relationship, though i tried to put in all my effort into. I rushed into the relationship, and got burned, i guess i learned something from this experience at least. The girl n i are still friends, and that's something that never occurred in my past break-ups. I hope i've become more matured.

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Valentine's nearing. It may probably be another vday when i go find my mother for dinner, as it has been for the past few years.

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Blogged on 28th Jan 2006.

Janzel Daily has renamed...

Reasons for the rename? Well, that's because I don't see myself blogging everyday. It's now called Janzel World. Explore my world and find what you have been looking for.